I need to move out. ASAP.

Why? Well, I'm sure you know. I've complained about them several times since I've had a blog. My mom told me not to complain about this issue on my blog, but (1) I can't complain to the people here, (2) only like 2 other people ever read this anyways, so whatever and (3) I need to let out my frustrations or I simply direct my frustrations towards the objects of my frustration which makes me dislike them more. AAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH. I needed that. Thanks =D So I need to move out. Not only can I can my dog then, but the current issue will become a non-issue. I won't have to deal with crying and screeching and overall borderline inescapable unpleasantness. I have no hope of that becoming a reality anytime soon, though. My internship is 6 months before I might get hired on, and it would be a bad idea to move out before I have an official full-time job. I'm trying to have a better attitude. Really, I am. But it's HARD. It seems possible until the crying starts. Or I can't do something that I was planning to do. Or I spend a lot of time cooped up in my room. Today, I found a Bible verse (Philippians 2:3-4) to read when I get super annoyed and frustrated, but it's still super hard. My first thoughts are still very negative and I have a hard time even wanting to change them to positivity. Granted, I cannot seem to find anything positive about my current situation and finding even SOMETHING positive would at least help. That has helped with situations before, but if there's nothing good to think of, I really don't know how to overcome the negativity. Ideas? Thanks for listening. You may or may not hear more about this this week. It depends on how I'm doing with my verse & positivity. Maybe I'll just distract myself by writing about something else this week. I suppose complaining doesn't help (although it IS cathartic, which is helpful to me! ) and it certainly doesn't change anything.